You're not making this about you, it is about you. You're experiencing this and that is TOTALLY allowed. Don't feel guilty for that. Thanks for sharing. A kid from high school killed himself and then a year or so later another. They ran in the same circle. Good advice. I'd say that if anyone in your life is showing marked behavioral changes, get involved. I'm glad you shared this and I'm sorry it happened. ---8 times? Fuck that.And suicide is like influenza; in the wrong pool of friends, you can usually expect at least one more after and event like this.
if you have that one friend who is always down and depressed and they are suddenly chipper and happy GET INVOLVED NOW.
There was a time in my life where I ran with lost souls and damaged minds. Lots of fun when times were good, lots of grand adventures, but having those types of friends comes with a cost. And worth every moment we got to share.I'm glad you shared this and I'm sorry it happened. ---8 times? Fuck that.