So I'm 19 and i have certain quirks and conditions about there nothing to serve barely noticeable I'm not disclosing what they are either

But that's not important what is though whether or not I'm making right choice ever since the whole covid thing started my life feels like it's stopped and in a way it has it's ups and downs i have time to think but at the same i can't make progress in life it's like the game is frozen or the computer is frozen

I'm here doing a job program trying to get experience in a job but no I'm wondering if i really need that i know i can get a career on my own

But to be frank i think i can do much better than this my parents and my teachers say they will support any choice i make i do trust their word's with all my heart but I'm not sure

I do have goals in life but but are those goals meant for me am i worthy of them is it in my god given destiny for me to pursue those goals or is it my choice to choose my destiny I'm not sure yet

I have no intention of wasting time like most idiots of my generation

I have to ask how do i know if i will make the right choice and will my parents truly support my choices

Will they really